It is vital to realise that this poem explores the mixed
feelings of the speaker and her father at having arrived in America. Although they have
left a place of danger and insecurity behind them, they feel overwhelmed by the vast
differences between their new home and their old. The speaker says how they desperately
were "trying hard to feel luckier / than we felt." As the speaker sees the reflection of
herself and her father, she says that they were "big-eyed" and "dressed too formally"
indicating the way that they are "visitors to this country." The lst stanza then is
appropriate in the way that it captures the mixed emotions of relief and happiness, but
also of feeling uncomfortable, bewildered and that you will never fit
in:
Or like,
Papi, two swimmers looking downat the quiet surface of our
island waters,seeing their faces right before plunging
in,eager, afraid, not yet sure of the
outcome.
The comparison is
apt and appropriate: Papi and the speaker are just like two swimmers from their home
starring at their own reflections, being both excited about what is to come but also
afraid about not being able to see what will happen. The speaker and her father stand at
a very uncertain point in their lives where they are unable to see how the future will
develop for them, and when they are filled with mixed emotions. The simile at the end of
the poem helps shed further light on this state, making it an appropriate way to end
this meditation on exile.
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