As Adrienne Rich alludes to the movie Citizen
Kane, it's important to concentrate on that for clues to the meaning of her
poem, "Amnesia."
Citizen Kane revolves
around the hidden meaning of the word "Rosebud," spoken by Kane when the movie opens,
which is actually showing the audience the end. The rest of the
movie is a search (in flashback) to uncover the man Kane really
was, what "Rosebud" was, and what it meant to Kane. The "newsreel
reporter" never finds the answer, but the audience does. It is printed on Kane's
childhood sled, which he had when his mother sent him away to live with Thatcher (her
banker) to live. It would seem, after seeing the snow globe in Kane's hand as he dies—
whispering "Rosebud"—that the true person of Kane is the lost boy
sent away by his mother, living with a stranger, and—as the movie shows—ultimately
losing his idealism as he serves the masters of power and
money.
So loss of innocence is a
central theme in the movie, both in terms of how the child is forced to deal with the
devastating separation from his mother, as well as the loss of his
dreams of helping those who cannot help themselves: his loss of
idealism.
In Adrienne Rich's poem, the "earliest American
dream" seems attached to the mother (in "Kane") sending her son away to realize a better
life than she has had. This dream doesn't seem as much a concern as
the separation does. The "black-and-white" indicates something old,
such as the movie—and many others like it, produced especially in the 1930s and 1940s.
Rich may referring to the way things seemed in those days—based on
her age, things she may well have seen growing up (she was born in 1929). Rich may be
describing how "in the old days," things seemed better somehow: the snowflakes in the
movie are "incandescent:" glowing or bright…symbolic of
youth?
However, there is also a contradiction: perhaps
based on the promise of those days—the American dream— and the
reality, maybe something Rich
experienced herself: "adding up to the cold blur of the past." If it were only a blur,
we might think the past flew by. However, "cold" gives the reader to believe that
whether they flew or not, the memories are not pleasant or
warm.
Rich presents a transition with "But first…" For here
we stop recalling the movie's allusions and come face-to-face with "the putting-away of
a childish thing." This alludes to the Bible's I Corinthians 13:11, that
says:
When I
was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
(NIV)
The author's concern is
not in the "putting away," but in the
leaving:
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Becoming a man means
leaving
someone, or
something—
The poem's closing
reveals a perspective that may allude again to the snow globe in Citizen
Kane. The camera offers the audience a perspective of Kane's last
glance—through the snow—of his childhood home, represented by the
house in the globe.
Rich refers to being that
which is left behind, looking from the other direction
through the snow, and the feeling of isolation and loneliness that she (or the speaker)
has suffered in watching "him" leave.
The poem's title is
"Amnesia"—forgetting. Rich starts out the poem by
stating:
I
almost trust myself to
know...
She
hasn't quite forgotten.
The American dream was extremely
important, but perhaps Rich is drawing the reader's attention to not what one moves
toward to obtain a dream, but what the dreamer leaves
behind.